Kim Kardashian blames her ex-husband Kanye West for her breakup with Odell Beckham Jr. and fears it will be difficult for her to find love again, The Sun reports, citing sources.

The 43-year-old Kardashian star and the 31-year-old footballer recently split after a tumultuous six-month romance. Sources say Kim is concerned that her lifestyle, and especially the fact that Kanye still plays such a big role in it, will push people away from her.

«She’s definitely upset because she feels like Kanye has turned his life—and hers—into a circus. It’s madness—every day, Kanye and Bianca are out in some outrageous outfit, and everyone’s talking about them. I just think Odell didn’t want to deal with that drama and potentially become a target of another one of Kanye’s grandiose statements,» the source said.

According to him, «Kim blames Kanye’s antics for this—she wonders if she’ll ever find someone who can deal with her ex.»

When Kim was dating Saturday Night Live star Pete Davidson, Kanye threatened to «kick his ass» and accused him of trying to «destroy» his family. As a result, Kim and Pete broke up, and Pete also had to seek therapy.